ytd was fun.went to escape theme park wif elaine, si hui , n family. lols.

we went into the haunted hse wifout knowing it's been changed, n nw is haunted hse 2 . n i was scared the hell out. ohmytian~ it was SCARY~ when we came out, my hand was damn freaking red. n the ans? sihui kp grabbing n squeezing my hand. =.= thx alot arh , cuzz...



so nw, i m going crazy at hme, sitting in front of desktop n sorta rotting... sisters are using lappy T.T i wann lappy!

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我　沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣　只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

哭過就好了　傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著　割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限　所以它會淘汰　懷的
失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你　讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或　手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

I don't like suspecting anything
Doesn't mean I have no feelings
Watching your small changes;
slowly becoming different

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by

You could say people will change
But don't say what you do is my fault

It will be fine after you cry, the wounds will heal
If you believe then take a deep breath and give up

Love is for a hug;
to hold hands
Not to argue;
to turn around

It will be fine after you cry,
the pain will go away
Memories are limited that's why it will be gone, broken
Not able to sleep, I listen to songs,
even though missing someone is bitter
But I thank you, for letting me grow up

Lots of good memories piling up from the past
in order to forget you must overcome more pain
Courage is not inside your pocket nor held on hands
But it is surely somewhere within me

tis is the lyrics for 哭過就好了by梁文音(both chi n eng)
it created quite an impact for me. thx for intro the song to me, DARREL. ((:

i lyk tis part the most:

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

in english, it basically means:

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by

m so freakingly bored. today training damn bored. spend alot of tym calling ppl for the campcraft team n me, alicia, darrel n yikai pump bout 50 cos we laugh.... =.= thn aft tt we had pt n we practiced abit of lashing be4 tt.
haiz, i really hate to be in the gadget team. i prefer to be in shelter lyk last year. i mean, i m totally clueless bout gadget n we had to tink bout the structure n i m nt good at tinking. hahaiz...
tian arh! pls help me. or else i tink i m going bonkers le.

tis sat will be going to anchorvale cc wif jasin , wanting n jingting nu-er n mingrong didi :D tt managed to cheer me up abit. we are going to play badminton. ((: lols.

gtg le, bye bye. will try to blog soon. cheerios((: