time sure flies by super fast... it's nw year 1 sem 2 for me.
haiz....thinking of quiting school. actually, i have alrdy make my decision and thankfully, bby supported me. now it's my parents. they wann me to carry on studying. i noe tt they wann me to do my best and at least get a diploma, bt sorry, i cant.

ok, let's move away from such topic. the usual, life's ok, been okay and going mre crazy as days goes by!
love my work, love my friends from pastamania! no, cancel that! love my family from pastamania! :D

now it's alrdy 23rd febuary, two plus mre months till 17 may((: it will be three years for me n bby. <3 him! :D

blog's dead n i noe it. bt wad can i do????

srsly, i noe my blog's dead....goddamn obvious can? bt i dunn have enough tym to blog)):
blame it on poly life man!
anyways, my godson ZAYN TAN JIE HAO was born on 26th oct 2011((: yup! u heard it! he's such a cutie :D
LOVE YOU MAGGIE! for being such a strong woman to go thru so much stuffs n still continue on even wif ur pregnancy ((: u are the best babe!
so, ltr i will be going to seletar for a welcming lion dance performance. LOLS. will be acting as the lion butt((: it's so cute. so it will be me n phoebe(pres) one lion , n hong ing n jessica one lion :D <3
i gotta go! BYEBYE!

okkkkkk, today is 1st August 2011.... it's been mre thn 6 months since i last post. i was so super busy wif poly life.... ok, so nw, a quick update...

i m nw studying in nanyang poly , manufacturing course. i m in class 2, while dear is in class 9. ya, we r in the same course but different class. i m oso currently taking french initial 1 for my general studies n i have a role play in complee french ltr on. brrrrrrrrr......

oso, i m nw the new vice president for nyp lion and dragon dance troupe. yup, u heard it! ( actually mre lyk see it, bt well, anyways.... ) i have only been in the cca for bout three months and pooooff! i becme the vice president. i m so shocked. bt apparently, my seniors all trust me n love me too much le -.-

n oso, thr had been a homecoming dinner at skss for graduates two saturday ago. n i went back with farah jezmine seth, ong hanyi, daniel lachan kor, jeremy, junjie kor, yong shun kor, egbert and frens((: we had a fun tym making jokes at the teachers :D i will try to upload at least one pic ltr on! so jez n me had a fun tym camwhoring till we had over 200 pics! scary rite? ok, so nw i basically tell most of the things i can rmb, n i nd to revise my dialouges nw , so bye!

ok....i m being totally random now. there's still 4 mre paper till o level finish for me. haiz... jiayous barh... arh... m going so crazy. i noe my blog has been damn dead, but i dunn have tym... sorry blog. lots of things had happened since the last tym have blogged. and it's gonna take a long tym to post. so i m just gonna skip it. but all i can said is i wish nothing lyk tt will happen again. anyways, got a new sister , wendy((: she's oso siao lyk me. lols. junjie called us PSLE students. muahahahahahahas. hanyi still support him lor. aiyo. i punch him thn he noe. hahas. ok, gtg . have to

study((: JIAYOUs to me. hahas.

I noe I noe, my blog's damn dead. haiz, so pathetic rite? i hate o level. thr's no time to relax so much anymre.

Cross country today and was dead damn tiring.
lols, my three laopos, namely xueling eleanor & shirlynn, and me walk all the way frm the starting pont to the ending point. hahas. smemre, we listen to music and walk tgt in steps worh...got style, rite? >.<
anyways, nor n shirlynn listen to mp3, me and ling listen to my hp. hahas. music rocks! :D

arh, tml i am the parade commander for muster parade, i m so worried... D: scared tt i will forgt the pledge or say wrong. )): arh! jiu ming! help!

life goes on and on, and i hate to be accused or being sandwiched btw two ppl.
is it worth it to lose a frenship cos of a guy n misunderstanding? hahaiz, m feeling so diffcult.

ytd was fun.went to escape theme park wif elaine, si hui , n family. lols.

we went into the haunted hse wifout knowing it's been changed, n nw is haunted hse 2 . n i was scared the hell out. ohmytian~ it was SCARY~ when we came out, my hand was damn freaking red. n the ans? sihui kp grabbing n squeezing my hand. =.= thx alot arh , cuzz...



so nw, i m going crazy at hme, sitting in front of desktop n sorta rotting... sisters are using lappy T.T i wann lappy!

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我　沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣　只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

哭過就好了　傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著　割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限　所以它會淘汰　懷的
失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你　讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或　手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

I don't like suspecting anything
Doesn't mean I have no feelings
Watching your small changes;
slowly becoming different

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by

You could say people will change
But don't say what you do is my fault

It will be fine after you cry, the wounds will heal
If you believe then take a deep breath and give up

Love is for a hug;
to hold hands
Not to argue;
to turn around

It will be fine after you cry,
the pain will go away
Memories are limited that's why it will be gone, broken
Not able to sleep, I listen to songs,
even though missing someone is bitter
But I thank you, for letting me grow up

Lots of good memories piling up from the past
in order to forget you must overcome more pain
Courage is not inside your pocket nor held on hands
But it is surely somewhere within me

tis is the lyrics for 哭過就好了by梁文音(both chi n eng)
it created quite an impact for me. thx for intro the song to me, DARREL. ((:

i lyk tis part the most:

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

in english, it basically means:

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by