ytd was fun.went to escape theme park wif elaine, si hui , n family. lols.

we went into the haunted hse wifout knowing it's been changed, n nw is haunted hse 2 . n i was scared the hell out. ohmytian~ it was SCARY~ when we came out, my hand was damn freaking red. n the ans? sihui kp grabbing n squeezing my hand. =.= thx alot arh , cuzz...



so nw, i m going crazy at hme, sitting in front of desktop n sorta rotting... sisters are using lappy T.T i wann lappy!

不喜歡懷疑什麼
並不表示我　沒有感受
看你微妙的變化　慢慢不同
我不是生氣　只是心痛

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

哭過就好了　傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著　割捨
愛是為了擁抱　為了牽手
不是為了爭吵　為了調頭

哭過就好了　痛都會走的
記憶有限　所以它會淘汰　懷的
失眠聽歌　想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你　讓我長大了

越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣卻不在口袋或　手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

I don't like suspecting anything
Doesn't mean I have no feelings
Watching your small changes;
slowly becoming different

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by

You could say people will change
But don't say what you do is my fault

It will be fine after you cry, the wounds will heal
If you believe then take a deep breath and give up

Love is for a hug;
to hold hands
Not to argue;
to turn around

It will be fine after you cry,
the pain will go away
Memories are limited that's why it will be gone, broken
Not able to sleep, I listen to songs,
even though missing someone is bitter
But I thank you, for letting me grow up

Lots of good memories piling up from the past
in order to forget you must overcome more pain
Courage is not inside your pocket nor held on hands
But it is surely somewhere within me

tis is the lyrics for 哭過就好了by梁文音(both chi n eng)
it created quite an impact for me. thx for intro the song to me, DARREL. ((:

i lyk tis part the most:

最討厭被誤會了
但越解釋　越覺得難過
你可以說人會變
但不能說　你會這麼做　是我的錯

in english, it basically means:

I'm not angry, just in pain
I hate being misunderstood
But every explanation, makes it harder to go by

m so freakingly bored. today training damn bored. spend alot of tym calling ppl for the campcraft team n me, alicia, darrel n yikai pump bout 50 cos we laugh.... =.= thn aft tt we had pt n we practiced abit of lashing be4 tt.
haiz, i really hate to be in the gadget team. i prefer to be in shelter lyk last year. i mean, i m totally clueless bout gadget n we had to tink bout the structure n i m nt good at tinking. hahaiz...
tian arh! pls help me. or else i tink i m going bonkers le.

tis sat will be going to anchorvale cc wif jasin , wanting n jingting nu-er n mingrong didi :D tt managed to cheer me up abit. we are going to play badminton. ((: lols.

gtg le, bye bye. will try to blog soon. cheerios((:

arh!!! blog's dead!!! D:

sad tt i cant go to campcraft training this 2 days )): cos i m sick sick sick. kp diarrhoe, fever, flu, cough. haiz
went to the doctor ytd. doc said it's most lykly food poisoning or germs aft i told her i went to cambodia n everth and aft she exaimed me. =.=

nw at hme blogging n rotting my life away. haiz, tml gt work. bt nvm, will be working wif tracy mummy! :D i hate the new blue tee they asked us to wear. only black tee on sun. smemre gt new promotion. n the pic totally no link lor. even azy said so. i mean, would u ever show the back of a woman n said hot? n smemre, u imagine it with the new spicy hot chicken planks. totally no link, rite? i only rmb bout tis promotion when i ytd aft seeing doctor at skcc, went to cp buy bread and when waiting for my father, was talking to aunty who was cleaning the table. thn i saw tt promo n thn guess wd cld had happened nxt?

guess barh!!!

steven appeared out of nowhere n popped up behind me n said "hello".
i was lyk, " er, ar, hello....."
shocked tio eh...
mama ya! i nearly had heart attack ok?

okok, dunn talk bout him le. ewww, i gt goosebumps liao leh.




i cant wait to go for campcraft training. apparently, i m working on the gadget... =.= though i prefer shelter n espcially flagstaff. D: bt nvm , i will still work hard de. :D jiayous barh, SKNP ! we will be able to do it ! wif our capable unit leader n assistant unit leader ( alicia n darrel ) :D n tohyikai and ain :D n our juniors. nvm bout me the noob( blur blur dunno anyth de ): )

ok, gt to go le... will try to blog again soon... <3<3>

CAMBODIA time now: 2205 :D

tml will hav the buffet breakfast again )):
vomited a no. of tyms today...nw slightly btt...bt still no appetite since the whole day. ok, it's since ytd nite. D:

ohya, bought a silk scarf for mummy's evening wear. USD$2(bargain de). bought bracelet for vinny and kylene each. forgot hw much le. hehes. bought a geniune POLO BELT for daddy at only USD$8. bargain the price frm USD$35 to USD$8. clever hor?! :D oso bought 10 keychains at only USD$1 (which i bargain frm USD$3) which i decided to give to dear dear, nor nor, lingling, and a few of my frens n ah-ma. :D
BE HAPPY HOR! ((:

will be back soon in 2 days tym... miss me ? if u dunn, i do. luckily i m the grp leader n am kping the netbook( nt sure of speeling >.<) so can use it nw... going slp soon barh, i guess. bathe de xiang xiang le... :D

one other GOOD NEWs: zhongxuan is back with us. although we went out for dinner n shopping wifout him, he did not complain n doesnt mind. ZHONGXUAN, YOU ROCKS! :D hope none of my any oth squadmates, juniors n frens doesnt fall so sick anymre. just taken myu anti-malaria pills, feeling a bit sot sot...hahahas... jingting n wanting bathe ok le.

OHYA, speaking of them , i had 3 'daughters' (jingting, wanting n jiasin) , 1 'son' (adrain) n 1 younger 'brother' (mingrong). HEHEHES. they kp force me to eat at least smeth when i dunn feel quite lyk n entertain me. :D thx for taking care of me :D

our room quite comfy, i slept on the cot, nn push it tgt wif jingting's bed n we had fun... wanting slept the oth side of jingting. :D fun was wad i can said.

i m still tinking of the orphanage n hayup, the cute little gal which u will read bout if u went to the cambodia blog( nt sure of the name spelling...)

ok, gt to sign off le... nite nite :D

ps.hope i will be btt tml. ((:

Posting in CAMBODIA! :D

haiz haiz, i miss dear dear lots !!!! smemre today 6th month. sme of us nt feeling well, tt's y we are staying at the hotel. zhongxuan worse, he's at the hospital... D: cos of vomiting , dairrhoe, or both, for all of us... he high fever!!!! ohgosh, hope he can join us back today, now waiting for good news at the hotel.
so far , the most memorable n being able to influence n touch me is the trip to the Farm Orphanage. i cried with sme othswhen it was tym to leave...D:
okok, for mre info, pls go to our cambodia blog. the url is at my links thr. :D
ok, gt to sign off.... byebye !!!

I MISS WEIWEI , DEAR DEAR , NORNOR, AND LINGLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

This few days were a drag...feel so sleepy and tired... went to work ytd at 5pm and feel damn tired all the way. slept at arnd 12am++ woke up at normal sch tym today morning and went to sch tgt with dear dear and reach by 0730. damn worried bout the o level chinese paper. thn found out i forgt to bring my dictionary, so hav to borrow frm teacher. found out the paper still quite ok. went to chem lab to join the class aft paper 1 and 2. copy the ans frm ling, talked to nor n ling, hav sme fun in the lab, n ms rina let us off. went for lunch and went hme. dear dear came up and i played wif his psp, sisters played wif my hp n his hp. my sisters 'betrayed' me by siding wif dear dear and they gang up to bullied me. T.T aft dear dear left, have dinner , thn iron clothes, and finally my beloved laptop. :D tt's the only thing i m so happy bout today... i tink i going crazy soon...5 days to go before going cambodia. i will miss dear dear , nor nor n ling ling. D:

THings i did Today :D

Went to work today at 1oam. supposedly to knock off at 6pm, bt thn manager told me tt i can knock off at 3pm...oh yea~ am so happy, went straight hme and bathe... aft tt brought kylene along with me to hougang mall thr de lan to find dear dear. O.0 ok la... kylene's quite well behaved. :D went for dinner at mac and went hme. saw ber ber and well, dear dear said she look lyk mysterious woman...LOLS. bathe, watch tele, iron clothes and nw blogging :D
hahahahas.
well kinda nervous bout going to cambodia tis saturday midnite... 15 to 19 november. All of us, the CCA leaders, student councillors and sportsleaders will be leaving for cambodia soon ((:
cant wait to help the children over at cambodia.
well, gotta go, will try to post again these few days be4 i leave. CHEERIOS ((:

MY FIRST POST ON MY BRAND NEW BLOG :D

Ok, finally have a new blog aft last tym mayhem caused... O.0
going to cambodia soon ... so tis blog may be dead for awhile.
peeps, pls remember... NO SPAMMING NO MATTER HOW MUCH U HATE ME. YOU ARE WELCME TO LEAVE. NO ONE FORCING U TO STAY ON MY BLOG. THXS...
tt's all for today folks. :D